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July 5th, 2009
I have a lot of paperwork to do today.
Paperwork, that on completion will yield a big fat cheque of anywhere between 5K and 20K dependent on how well I complete said paperwork.
I woke up at 10am and if I had started then, I would be finished by now; 6pm.
I’m twitchy and I’ve spoken to at least 10 different people on various online messengers, including the infamous Lupine, an old school friend and a fellow musician.
I’m twitchy as fuck and all I want to do is fuck.
‘X’ was here earlier and I didn’t want to fuck him.
I’m so full of lust for the act I could fuck anyone.
I should slide my hand down my trousers, perform the perfunctory motions, orgasm in 2-3 minutes and resume my paperwork as planned.

The one who can assuage my desire isn’t here.