July 5th, 2009

I have a lot of paperwork to do today. 

Paperwork, that on completion will yield a big fat cheque of anywhere between 5K and 20K dependent on how well I complete said paperwork. 

I woke up at 10am and if I had started then, I would be finished by now; 6pm.  

I’m twitchy and I’ve spoken to at least 10 different people on various online messengers, including the infamous Lupine, an old school friend and a fellow musician. 

I’m twitchy as fuck and all I want to do is fuck. 

‘X’ was here earlier and I didn’t want to fuck him.

I’m so full of lust for the act I could fuck anyone.

I should slide my hand down my trousers, perform the perfunctory motions, orgasm in 2-3 minutes and resume my paperwork as planned. 

      

                    The one who can assuage my desire isn’t here.