Exhausted Smack Talk
May 6th, 2009
I am exhausted.
It’s 3.18am and I have finished doing a few of the things I hoped to complete tonight.
Some Random Thoughts From Today
I wanted to SMACK TALK but someone got pissy with me - quite violently so.
I fucking HATE my boyfriend.
I bloody LOVE my boyfriend and should be nicer to him.
I should treat my boyfriend like a child - I will be less likely to get cross with him when he does ridiculously annoying things then.. but, if I treat him like this, will I want to fuck him?
My stomach is REVOLTING. I can’t wait for the day it doesn’t hang down.
My tits are so large, when I sit like I am as I type, they are coming up around my chin.
What the fuck do I weigh? I didn’t weigh myself for two weeks… I can’t bear the thought of the scale going up after all this running.
I have to go running tomorrow and it’s going to hurt like hell.
I have so much filming to do for the SFC final video - I want to go out with a bang.
My dog’s face smells of saliva and genitals.
Night.